Wat happen larhh today

Haiz...i hate it whether choose fren or girlfriend...
yes..i know i would choose girlfriend more...
but everybody keep saying :
U got think Mei yee feel marh?!
what i thinking :
U all got thinking me n michelle feel marh?!!!!!!
hate it...
i terpaksa see my girl cry infront of me...
i feel so painful

N mei yee...
u already big lerhh...
wat u nid to do or dun nid to do...
u know urself...
dun nid to cut urself!!!
u do like tat will MA FAN all ppl..
N mich n me still not in love back...
Then now spoilted all!!
what i wan to do?!!!

U all har!
when i say jessica GUO FEN!!
then u all scold me
say!! :
u got think Michelle scold mei yee GUO FEN marh?!
Then all of u got think my feel?
i JUZ call u say onli...dun nid to scold!!!
dun nid tat Guo FEN onli?!!

So selfish all!!
yea..i m selfish too cuz i lv michelle!
so wat?!!

19/7

Why everytime like tat...
everytime i do thing i never care myself..
i juz do...
but they wont appreciate it..
they juz throw it away

19/7

Hmm...
do i look like a bad guy marh??..
Everytime help ppl oso sure BEH SONG liao...
haiz...
Next time dun wan help joo..

17/1

Arghhh....
Damm tired..
I oso cant sleep d larh!!
for wat force myself sleep...
zzzzz...

Later 8.30 need to go eat with CK n JORDAN...
then straight go school...0.0ll....
later dinner or lunch pulak in grandmother house!
arghhh...
so tired...
Sleep around 4 hour nia...maybe less...

Feel kinda sad if i do this to her...
haha...
nvm bahh...
it for her own good...
Maybe my react too cruel le bahh...
....
wat done is done bahh..
there no regret bahh...
Is up to her now...

Ahhh...
Time to go Afrose...
Maybe i can KENG GAI with JORD n CK =)...

Argh..

Choice

Today i make a big wrong...haha...
nvm bahh...
it best for her....

Make her sad for a while frs...
then she will happy always...

But...she will happy,
with or without me...

Is her choice...

Special Day [10.7.10]

Today was our 4th anniversarry month ~~...
haha...~~
so happy bii still remember...xDDD