31/7..

Wat in the world m i doing la..?
yes,i know i m regret..
but it too late lerr...
arhh...stop thinking..

Later nid to go Jamuan!!
so looking forward it!

30/7

Today come to skul straight play badminton...
muahahha...
play wif all ppl..xDD

N then THIVYA call me...
i feel kinda weird...
then i say wait...(playing badminton)
2nd time...come!
then i go lurhh...
Feel kinda happy..haha C=
Dun wan say out wat she say...
hmmm...
i wait forever oso dun mind~

When recesss...
play badminton with zhong han...
he keep undernet n out...
then ZHONG HAN say me : cant take then say cant take la..
walao...
so angry smash 1 time...
wakakkaka...
then dun wan play le...xD

Wehhh

Morning morning come see PUAN SHARIMAH..
DENG...she disccusing with other ppl...T.T

n then i go find JAY MING lorh!!
find find find...dun hav..
Haishh!! YUAN LAI at badminton court!
warghh!! regret didn walk that way...!

Warghh!!
then go out lurhh..
go eat at SRI HARINI...
got ppl belanja...wahahhahaaaa!
rm18 he pay all...xD...

When go back school jo...
i saw ppl play badminton!
yeapii!
go n borrow play..
omg...so slippery tat racquet...
until the racquet slip off...
so PAISEH leh!!
everybody watching....T.T

12.15 jo...
go ROKO...
suddenly aske face...
full with parut!
wth!
i thought he kena wackk from ppl..
but fell from bicycle...lolz
take him go pejabat lo..
OMG...! ASKE cry when FAZIL put cream..
FAZIL put too many!! until too pedih!
omg! the teacher oso laugh..
i oso TOU TOU laugh!!!

29/7

I get a nice invitation from PUAN SHARIMAH to meet her at pejabat...>wat i gonna say dohh...
haishhhhh...

Pls lo...dun FAN me liao la!!
i juz dun wan any trouble anymore..
when i so happy can play in PJK...
then accident...
wargh!!!!....
hate it like hell...

Feel like...juz go die is better than living! haiz!!!

==

Woahh!
today come to skul...
then in pejabat ==...
grrr....

N then behh tahan liao..
I fa xie all at badminton...
All mich thing,miss gong thing!!
warghhh!!

Some ppl ask me...
when i break...i still can laugh..
wat..??...
i juz wanna forget it...
juz dun take out the topic...

Haishh...
I play badminton until asma FA ZHOU ...shit...
play too long like tat d la...><...

Kean shen another 1...
he straight come n tell me...
GONG XI NI,NI DE DAO NI DE ZHI YOU LE...
zzzz...
why everyone nid to bring up?...

Chuen Yang worst...
keep saying me lost to him at badminton...
by right...
he lost to me! liar
i play with him tat time...
he keep saying i undernet...
DIU! whr got?!
cannot get then say cannot get la...
haizzz...
In class worst...
I ask singh > Why today u didn jell ur hair?(cuz he alway jell it)
Singh > I today put too little..>I thinking > ZHA DAO...
Chuen Yang > haha...ehh...singh hair more nice than urs leh...
I say > So?..see urself frs la...so ugly(playing nia)
Chuen Yang > wat?.. see my undercut...nice
I say > Wth?! ( So zi lian dao like tat , ppl test him oso can knw liao)

Today 1 thing so funny...
J.W.W Birch...
my fren pronous it : J.W.W *Bitch*
whole class laugh!!xD

N thivya said:
ehh...juz now tat carmen like u la,there!..juz now talk to me tat 1...
Aiyo...Thivya....
whether u say true or not...
u know urself bahh...
N i dun wan to knw oso...


Haiz...
the trouble keep pushing to me...
After the fight wif mich cuz i didn help her...
getting worst n worst...
n then wei meng gehh thing..
N then fight gehh...
N then broke teacher's side mirror car..WTH la!!!
so FAN liao!!!!!
stop liao la!!!

Lol..

I thought i can always like tat..
i was wrong...
when i always sad...
there no one care me --...
dun say CHUN KIT la...
Even chun kit oso dun wan layan me..
even im a boy!
i still have feeling yea...
u maybe thinking i were always never think for u..
yeahh...tat right...
but do u??
no

N...i realize 1 thing...
when we quarrel...
everyone will think i wrong...
yea...everybody juz throw me away..
n juz TAM HER...tat "GREAT"

Very nice...
just a side mirror can cause rm400??
wow?!!
so expensive?!
perodua nia
deng..

Wat happen agn?...

Is it wrong for me agn???
why this time of thing keep happening..

Haiz..

wat did i do agn cheh?
i dunno la...wat i do so much...is it worth it????


I dunno wat to say

Frens..
onli some i believe...

Family..
Yea...

Hoe n Ang..
never anymore...

Bii??...
this...really hard to answer...
haiz
i juz hope we like last time...

Singapore...--

Lol...start journey at 4 oclock...
after start journey ....
straight away sleep in the car!!
xDDD...
Until 7 or 8 o clock...
reach Johor-Singapore..
i wanted to sms MICH...but i think she havent wake up...>
Haizzz...
then go in Singapore jo...
wehh..why the hell take so long to reach my grandmother's brother house!!
so many traffic light...
then i slip lurhh...wakkakaka...
everybody say me snorr so loud...xDDD
n then reach there straight go eat...
i eat CHAR KUET TEOW at there...
wth lol...
so sweet geh...--...

Around 11 like tat...
we go SENTOSA ISLAND
deng..
so many thing havent see at there..
next time if can...i wanna bring mich...haha!
nice place!
1st place in sentosa island..
we go underwater tunnel...
lol....
sien lurh...
not nice geh tat place...
even AQUARIA nicer!xD

then around 3 o clock...
watch sea lion shows...
haha!
deng... so funny lehh...
sea lion can clap hand,nid massage..xD
after tat...we go beach there...
wow...damm many ppl playing volleyball...
my mother say:
wow! free show...(means many sexy)
zzz....
tell me for wat???--...

After tat no time jo...T.T
then go to my Grandma 's 2nd brother house...
weeeee...lolz...
sien lahh there...
go eat sia...

then go back 1st house...
--...
they talk so many...
for hours!!
suddenly someone ask me:
wat u wan to be?
i say:I DUNNO...
the people say:be actor la...so handsome...
WTH??...
lol?like tat call lengzai???zzz...

Weeeee...n then go back...
miss MICH so much deyy!
wanna sms but expensive...>i thought wanna go back...
n then...lolz...
stay at melaka??
no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
luckily there no place to stay...
wakkakaka...
then go back lurhhh

--...

End of this family

i so proud to end this family...
they say they got care my feeling...
ok...if they care..why still scold?!
why wanna go n say her...
all oso know wat tat i love michelle!
u all think i selfish for love...
but u all try to think...
when ur own love get in this trouble...who will u help?

i help this family so much...
last time chee hoe n jessica almost break..
who help?!
who?!!!
u say who bahh...u know yourself...
last time who always go n AN WEI chee hoe?
who agn?
mei yee cut her own finger...
who take the plaster?
for mei yee safety...i call her go back frs...
who agn?
try to think...
i onli 1 thing onli call u all do...
juz dun say abt michelle geh thing..
onli this cant do??although i help u all damm lot liao?'
u all so smart...

Chee hoe now hate me la juz becuz i make jessica cry...
i ask onli she cry?!!
then u hate me la?
fine...i dun nid this kind of father...

yes,i m stubborn cuz michelle still dun wan choi me...i still help her n luv her...
so?
wat u all care
this is my life..
my road...
my destiny

Michelle

can u tell me marhh...
how deep i hurt u...
pls bahh...
i nid u in my live...
i really cant survive for it...
last time when i no mood...always got u at there..
yea...this time i didn stand on ur side...i m soli...it was my biggest mistake of all...

ppl say : if she still love u , then she wont think of break...
haizzz...
i already GOU FAN le at school..

Almost beat by ppl,(Meng)
almost break , (Michelle)
fren betray , (Idiot)... can tell wei meng i BAO geh...betray me...
fren hate me , (someone) he know who m i saying

Worst week

LOl...
today juz onli go school...
wei meng call me...
ask me about why i scold jessica...
when did i scold jek?!
i onli say dun say about michelle things lerr..

jessica cry juz now...
then wei meng go inside toilet call ppl..
then i oso go for asking why jessica cry la..
he say me agn?!
wat the.....

then suddenly cikgu jasvinder oso come in toilet..
he check wei meng pocket...
he checked dou his phone...
jasvinder call us to check wei meng bag...
ok ntg...
then wei meng explain to jasvinder...
after that...jasvinder take him go up...

i thought he didn guai me..
after he come down...
he say
NI GEI WO XIAO XIN DIAN...
i was thinking...WAT?!!!

wat to do with me??
ok fine...i juz ignore it..
so many ppl ask me why wei meng wan beat me when i go back...

When recess...
wei meng find me...
he say:NI XIAN ZAI ZHEN YANG? x3
i say : not me la...
he keep dun blieve me...
he say i BAO to jasvinder...
for wat i wan to BAO?!

ok...fine...
i go away...
then he come n find me agn...
he say : if not u then who somemore? onli u n me know onli rite?!
i say : for wat i wan tell?did i get anything good??
he say : then not u then who somemore?
i say : i was inside the toilet,for wat i wan to tell?!
(he like wanna wackk me jo)

then MELISSA come...
she call me go back frs...
i didn wrong,for wat i scare?!
i onli scare he go n hurt MICH...

the 4th time he come n find me
he say :ok,i believe u..u better find me who BAO CHU LAI...
then he go...==ll...
he oso say he huai yi michelle n the gangs...
i say she didnt...

After tat...i rush n go find michelle...
i tell michelle tat :
if wei meng find u,u say dunno...
michelle : o.o

After a while...i try to apologies to michelle..
she still dun wan choi me...
haiz...i already so painful ...--...
i know i hurt u a lot...but can u atleast hear my explanation???...
haizz...1 min nia..

n then i saw ming wai n yi xiong..
talk talk talk...
talk until half way...
he say : she wan break then break la!
i feel so angry a bit --!!...
lol...
he oso said : luckily now wei meng know jo...if not today i kena beat jo...--

when go back...
a fren tell me : u really think michelle love u? if she still love u , why she wanna break?why u still so stubborn wanna be with her? juz bcuz of her u nearly get beat...
haiz...

SO MUCH TROUBLE...
n yet no one will think of tat...

Worst day

Today my girl crying agn...
i try to TAM her...but she still dun wan choi me..
haiz...

I heard ppl say the reason she cry cuz wanna break but hard to say...
is it true?...
i really cant believe it...

U really juz wanna throw me out??..

u really wanna forget all our sweet memories??...

i juz hope they juz lying me...

T.T...how can this be
Mich...i really luv u..
I juz hope u give me 2nd chancess...

Haiz..

I knw i m a wood...wouldnt help u to do anything...wouldnt do anything that make u happy..
juz tat when i wanted to change jo...
thats when we fight ....
i dun have time to change
i already set my mind to change jo...
but suddenly Mei yee problem come out...
wat i can do?...

i juz dun have the chance to chg at all..
i really is a useless
like u say..
haha...no nid cover
i m useless....
even a beggar at road side is better than me a lot time...

Wat happen larhh today

Haiz...i hate it whether choose fren or girlfriend...
yes..i know i would choose girlfriend more...
but everybody keep saying :
U got think Mei yee feel marh?!
what i thinking :
U all got thinking me n michelle feel marh?!!!!!!
hate it...
i terpaksa see my girl cry infront of me...
i feel so painful

N mei yee...
u already big lerhh...
wat u nid to do or dun nid to do...
u know urself...
dun nid to cut urself!!!
u do like tat will MA FAN all ppl..
N mich n me still not in love back...
Then now spoilted all!!
what i wan to do?!!!

U all har!
when i say jessica GUO FEN!!
then u all scold me
say!! :
u got think Michelle scold mei yee GUO FEN marh?!
Then all of u got think my feel?
i JUZ call u say onli...dun nid to scold!!!
dun nid tat Guo FEN onli?!!

So selfish all!!
yea..i m selfish too cuz i lv michelle!
so wat?!!

19/7

Why everytime like tat...
everytime i do thing i never care myself..
i juz do...
but they wont appreciate it..
they juz throw it away

19/7

Hmm...
do i look like a bad guy marh??..
Everytime help ppl oso sure BEH SONG liao...
haiz...
Next time dun wan help joo..

17/1

Arghhh....
Damm tired..
I oso cant sleep d larh!!
for wat force myself sleep...
zzzzz...

Later 8.30 need to go eat with CK n JORDAN...
then straight go school...0.0ll....
later dinner or lunch pulak in grandmother house!
arghhh...
so tired...
Sleep around 4 hour nia...maybe less...

Feel kinda sad if i do this to her...
haha...
nvm bahh...
it for her own good...
Maybe my react too cruel le bahh...
....
wat done is done bahh..
there no regret bahh...
Is up to her now...

Ahhh...
Time to go Afrose...
Maybe i can KENG GAI with JORD n CK =)...

Argh..

Choice

Today i make a big wrong...haha...
nvm bahh...
it best for her....

Make her sad for a while frs...
then she will happy always...

But...she will happy,
with or without me...

Is her choice...

Special Day [10.7.10]

Today was our 4th anniversarry month ~~...
haha...~~
so happy bii still remember...xDDD